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23 de Septiembre, 2012 · General

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New Years is a little sweeter if you add a dash of spice with chrome accents and studded leather. Anything with sequins and sparkle make the night a little brighter, no matter what your plans may be.Singer Lady GaGa continues to rock out the bow on her head, and channels her inner Minnie Mouse as she leaves her hotel in London on Friday.The 22-year-old singer, (born as Stafani Joanne Germanotta), talked about her childhood, saying, “Paris and Nicky Hilton went to my school. They’re very pretty, and very, very clean. It’s impressive to be that perfect all the time. In commercial terms, they’ve been quite an influence on me!”I've been interviewing for design assistant jobs. Its been a very intense but casual process. I didn't get the first job I applied for because I needed more experience. I understood why. Usually a design assistant works on one line. This job would require me to work on five lines. I wanted the job and was up for the challenge but I suspect the design director was right in choosing to go with someone with more experience. So far, its been nerve-racking but I decided that, if I don't get a job by the end of July, I will go back to school in Fall and take August off to relax and breathe. I've already started seeing job openings that ask for Bachelor's degrees. I've been looking at all sorts of jobs because I don't want to be a design assistant forever. I'm ready to start working and I see that I need to get into the systems and the communications with the factories to get a feel for how things are run. These things aren't taught in school.

Firstly, the advisor for the program told me I shouldn't be working. She warned that the program would be intense. I, frankly, thought I could do it all. Now, I'm not so sure. I've registered for seven classes and I am scared. I need to work full-time to pay my bills and afford school until loans kick in but I also need to go to school full-time or they'll kick me out of the program. Today, it hit me. I checked my schedule and realized that, when I'm not going to school, I'll be working. The rest of the time, I'll be squeezing in homework. At FIT, there is so much homework, it's crazy. Everytime I think about my schedule and my life for the next couple months, I feel a lump in my throat and I feel like crying at the magnitude of what I'm going to be doing. Literally, every minute is accounted for. That means no down-time and no relaxation. You'd think I'd go crazy, right? I think I will. I usually try to be optimistic but sometimes realism sets in. I'm scared. I'm scared that I wouldn't produce A work. I'm scared that I wouldn't learn anything. FIT is not like some other colleges. Its going to benefit me to absorb and make these lessons a part of my life because I'm going to need it in the work-place. I'm scared that I won't get enough of sleep and fuck it all up. That's it. I'm scared I'll fuck it all up and end up without a job and a bunch of Cs. I wonder if its all worth it. I want a career in fashion but interning made me realize I'd have a long way to go before I start designing.Wearing Herve Leger that you are doing a lot of confidence and personality to add sexy. Herve Leger is the best place for friends women, Herve Leger dress fit to join the celebration and ceremony. We are the exclusive sale of clothing Herve Leger Outlet. Should I attempt to launch my own line right out of college? But they always say learn on someone else's dime, right? I need to learn the systems, build relationships with factories and buyers, etc, which can only be done when I reach head designer status for another company. We're looking at another 10 years before I can even look at my dreams, realistically. That means I'll be 39. I want other things, too. I want to have a baby. I want to have the energy to run around after my child and spend days at the park. I want to have a home that my child can feel at peace in. That I can feel at peace in. Can I do it all and not go insane? Right now, I can afford to prioritize and focus on school and work. My friends will understand and relationships come and go. How long can I realistically do this for?

I'm emotionally exhausted and school hasn't even started. Summer's almost done and the most sun I got was eating lunch in Bryant Park during my internship. Gangsta has felt the grass under her paws once. This is all so overwhelming. I know I need to take a step back and look at the bigger picture. I know that these sacrifices are only temporary. I know I'm just having a shitty day and tomorrow, I'll be back to thinking I can conquer the world. I need to. I need to believe that all this is worth it and possible and fun and beautiful. That all I ever wanted to do was design clothes and make people look cute and feel good about themselves. 2 years, in the context of my life, is a really short time. I can do it. I can do it. While I'm doing that, I've also been blogging for Ladyandtheblog.com and a few others. I'm taking it easy, as much as I can in my life. I still pose for model drawing classes at FIT, which is fun. Its all work, though. Sometimes, I pose in long dresses. Most times, I pose in a tiny black bikini and platform shoes. Its actually pretty hard work, holding a pose for that long. I usually end up stiff after a session. It brings in lunch money, though, so I'm happy to be doing it. I've also stopped eating late at night and my tummy is almost as flat as it used to be, so I don't need to suck it in for the entire session. Whew!
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